| hi everyone.. the week passed by very quickly lots and lots of stuff to do... i dunno ng has just been a drag.. boring.. stoopid... retarded... confusing.. and all this stuff.. i hate it. i cant do hiphop team cause my parents.. and ihave no time. UGH. it just makes me more mad that their right.. but I REALLY WANA DO DANCE. UGH. should i tell my parents or not. beg more or not. i DONT KNOW UGH SOMETIMES I JUST WISH THE WHOLE WORLD WOULD DISAPPEAR. like in the movie forgotten where ppl fly into the sky and POOF! never come bak. life is a neverending game of losing. what have i gained? what have i losT? well to tell u ive lost more than gained. life is life and life is life... life.. is... retarded.
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ok this weekend was the BOMB i had soo much fun! me and sasha hung out the whole weekend except for today.. siGH soo much fun. ok well on friday afterschool it was my sis bday and we ahd a hell of nice dinner and then we went bowling. Me and sasha.. didnt bowl that much though we sat outside and danced lol and acted stupid! it was fun though! saturday was funN!!! i went with sasha to see her dog that she might adopt! iT IS SOOO CUTE!!! and big! and slobery but cute. then we went to dublin cause her step uncle's band was playin there so we had lunch and spent like 3 hours there. LEADERSHIP DINNER! soo.. sashas mom droppped us off at the dublin bart station even though we were suppose to meet everyone at the walnut creek so we had to wait for their train to stop at west oakland.. .ahha so me and sasha waited there for like.. 30 min.. sang songs HOW CAN I JUST LET U WALK AWAY.. yea ok u get the point... hahaa TODAY! i got a hell of nice cell phone its a nokia 3120 go check it out!! and now im studyin for a spanish and bio test thats tom.. well yea.. must study
much love
peace
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well i just kinda got home i guess... today was an ok day at school.. nothin special wasnt in a very good in the morning though cause i don tknow why i wasnt in a good mood.. but neways.. afterschool i went over to skys for an hour and there was this little kid named kedan over and hes like 4 ahah hell of funny he knew wat a penis was!! haha! after that me and sky went to coldstones and got milkshakes. yum yum!!!! we then traveled on to rite aid and i got my sis a birthday card and reeses cause its her bday. SOOO tonite im goin to go get her a venus fly trap cause she wanted one for ages! hope they arent too expensive. sigh suprisely today i had like NO hw at all hehe lucky me lucky lucky lucky me! BRRRR its freezing here now but its sunny STRANGERMUNKLES. alrighty then im out
peace
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| heyy! ok.. wow. i seriosly need to update this thing! ahha talkin about summer and it was in JUNE.. DAYMMNN alright we highschool started.. sucks ASS and i hate everyone at NG... well.. not everyone u know what i mean so dont get all fukin sad and say u dont like.. cause u know if i like u or not. neways... i went to the leadership conference (NYLSC)!! HELL OF FUNN! :) i made so many new friends and if u guys are readin this my heart is set out to u all! i love u guys soo much and like.. it was so different when i was with u it was like i could be myself cause i dunno.. i just felt comfortable and i didnt have to be that guy whose smart and that funny kid or that LOSER. those 4 days in that tiny room with no windows was extremely fun. our sun! ahaha el sol. all the brain storming, writing, thinking and socialize. the dances, eating... haha! all of us fitting around a table. well you guys know who u are and i dont know. .ill forever remeber u guys... U CHANGED MY LIFE! ;) hahaha im so much more of a leader and a follower, more confidence and you guys really brought me out of that dark cloud covering me! sometime we all have to meet up somehwere and talka bout old times! thank god we all live in cali lol! i just finished doin stupid hw.. and got bak from tennis! OOH!! im having panda express tonite hehehyum yum... i dunno if imma b takin dance or not nemore.. no time.. AHH another thought I HATE BIO it is soo confusing.. mr. tellian cant teach for SHIT. and spanish is ok.. being absent in NG is such a hassle. ERHGMUNKLES.. cause in some of my classes u get points marked off even for an excused absence AHH... but ok.. this journal is serioulsy my freaking therapy session of the day.. except in not talkin to someone but typing my dear heart out. oh just to let all my buddy ol' pals at NYLSC i hung up all those posters i made or the ones i took from the room and they are all over my walls. I CANT WAIT TO GET ALL THE PICS WE TOOK!!!! aite.. well i gotta get some more hw done...
peace
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hey everyone im in boston rite now and yeap.... i wont be bak till july 2nd haha.... and imma goin to tennis camp on sunday.. theres nothin realli much to say so yeah
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